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Anxiety & alcoholism.

(Source: barefeetanddreams)

Headdesk. Rinse and repeat.

Right now there is a part of my brain that’s going all “HAHAHAHAHAHA THIS CANNOT BE HAPPENING THIS CANNOT BE HAPPENING THIS CANNOT BE HAPPENING.” That’s the optimistic part - it’ll take your hand and skip through meadows with you and try to drink the three drops of water left in the glass because IT’S STILL HALF FULL RIGHT. (Not because it’s a greedy bitch that can’t stand wasting things; as far as I know, that part of my brain died long ago and only resurrects sporadically to tell me “you should’ve listened to me when I was still alive *creepy sounds*.”)

The other part of my brain, the one with the annoying voice, is going all “DAMN RIGHT IT’S HAPPENING YOU IDIOT.” That’s the mean part. It scowls and broods and complains endlessly, but it has a particular fondness for good strong drinks that I can’t help but appreciate.

It’s also the part that tends to ruin all my relationships and drive all my friends away from me, save for Amancay (who is utterly oblivious to my bitchiness), Esteban (who doesn’t give a fuck either way) and Adriana (who’s as much as a bitch as I am, if not more so.) Oh and Betania, but that’s because I’LL NEVER EVER BE MEAN TO HER. NEVER. ;3;

So uh where was I, oh yes!

Apparently my Mean Side (TM) now wants to drive my sanity away from me as well.

AS IF I WASN’T UNDER ENOUGH STRESS ALREADY

AND THIS

I’VE HAD ENOUGH.

*jumps out the window*

*comes back to grab tequila*

*jumps again*

GOODNIGHT WORLD AND FUCK YOU GENTLY WITH A SKYSCRAPER IN THE ASS. C:

(save for m’darlings -you know who you are-, you will live a perfectly ass-fuck-with-skyscraper-free life. Well unless you want to get ass-fucked by a skyscraper I guess?)

DeviantART is not working again :/

So um I’m just going to hang around here

and rant a bit perhaps

because HOLY FUCK SOMEBODY’S GIVING ME THE EVIL EYE

BECAUSE MY LIFE IS BEING A REAL BITCH AS OF LATE.

… on the bright side, I ate some fondue today

sagenundlegenden:

Everyone in Tamriel is racist/ xenophobic to one extent or another. That doesn’t give Cyrodiil the right to rule over everyone else.

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codedsunshine answered you:

They are the most cosmopolitan and accepting nations in all of Tamriel. They are the closest thing to a United Nations that Tamriel has. Ulfric is selfish to think that he could ever overcome the Thalmor threat without the help of the rest of the empire. That is an Empire that includes the Redguards, Orc’s, Khajit and Argonians all working together to achieve a greater goal. That’s alot more important then wanting to be a Nord only Skyrim

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Sorry, I just don’t see it that way.  The empire didn’t become an empire by peaceful cooperation of free nations, but by stomping all over the others with a giant robot. 

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THIS.

I’d go on a rant about why the Empire is a crumbling pillar that will doubtlessly fall down and that has done nothing but opress its subjects and etcetera, but it’s late, I’m tired, high on chocolate, and I bet none of you are interested on mah rants anyway. P: